My life has no meaning. People in my church have stabbed me in the back and the pastor is not doing anything about it. They conspired behind my back to let my daughter go live with them. I have 2 rebellious daughters and they are poison to each other. I sent the younger girl to live with her aunt and her aunt sent her to live with these people, my daughter lied to her aunt and said she was not allowed to come back home. These people for a second time went to pick her up and take her to their home. There is no love in my marriage. My husband seems to have no problem with me killing myself. He doesn't care. I would like to kill myself but I don't know how to do it. Tell me how so I can get the job done. I may not return to this site, I do not know.