Thank-you so much chris and eugene for your thoughtfulness! Your reminders of Godly strength eugene were of great comffort to me! I think God has been walking with me but I failed to see that... He revealed himself to me yesterday! I felt his presence in guiding my actions and thoughts and it is like a great weight that has been with me for a month has been lifted from my heart!!! I am so fortunate! Thank you God! I now see all the times he has been there for me in my past pains.I know it is not fluke or luck! It is he that has been holding me in the palm of his hand!!!