God I pray for your presence be known to Mary. That she find comfort and strength in you in time like this. Mary, I sympathize your situation and it may seem that God is not with you. But I want you to know that God never and ever leave his sheep. Until you are certain about His love for you or you will be living in fear and anxiety. I believe He will deliver you soon but may not be now. Do you still believe it? No matter how bad it may seems? He promised "I am with you always".