Please help me god and please let him come back to me.

Dear God, Past 6 years m living in fear and tension of loosing the person I love. I love him more than my life and can\'t stay without him. We were in a relationship for the past 6.5years. I am so much addicted to him. Recently he just left me and went to uk for his studies. His parents dint agree for our marriage. He says that he loves me but can\'t go against his parents so he left me to die. I did many attempts to die but failed. Now m mentally disturbed nd just want to die. Please help me. I am living in hell. He just left me in pain and to die.
I just love him and can\'t live without him . I am going through a serious break down in life. No one understands me and says to move on. I don\'t want to move on without him.

Weird things keep on coming to my mind. I wish no one goes through what I am going through in life. Please help me. I can\'t take this pain. I just want him back. He is my medicine to live. I cant live without him. Please understand nd help me, what should I do.