NativeAmerican,

The pain of love that is not returned as we would have it be is perhaps the hardest thing in life to endure. It helps though sometimes to think about what pain really is. It is a warning system. When we touch a hot oven for example, it is the pain that makes us withdraw our hand...otherwise we could be severely burned. My friend...withdraw from the pain for now and try to see the blessings you have. As hard as that is when we are hurting...they are there...trust God even though at the moment He seems to be silent. For this moment...He wants you to accept His love and trust His word. He will never leave you...or abandon you...believe it...and know that each time you cry out...He hears and is working in your behalf. Perhaps not the way we would like...but He is working.

Father hear the cries of this your child. Bring relief from the pain and bring peace to his/her spirit. Make clear you will for this time in his/her life and bring acceptance to his/her soul for whatever that will is. Father strengthen this one in this time of sorrow and remove from them all that interferes with their destiny as you have planned it since before the foundation of the world. You knew this day would come and you have made provision for it. Let them feel your presence and feel your love...and then help them to know...that for this time...that love that comes from you can be enough and can bring healing and restore joy. Help Native American in every area of need that they may rise up from this difficult time stronger, wiser and as a testimony to your restoring power. In Jesus name...Amen!

(09-25-2012 05:14 PM)NativeAmerican Wrote:  I cant help but think of Job when it comes to my life. Constant constant struggle. Only thing is i never had that had that happy part first...im crying and crying and nothing is happening or working. I have sacrificed EVERY SINGLE THING you could possbliy name. Every day I wake up I want to...just not wake up. I just want to dream cause my dreams are better than my reality. GOD I NEED A CALL FROM MARILYN THIS MONTH!!!! I always give my all and get used or nothing in return. Why do good people get hurt the most? SOO much false hope and I dont know why God has always put me on the back burner(to an extent). I am in soo much pain and I need help. I love God and am soo devoted. My world has shattered and if I try to pick up the piecies I get cut and bleed even more. You dont have to pray for me but I ask at least one person does....pray for me in spirit not just some repetive prayer...please....i am dead in my own heart. Mt desires for everything are gone. Thank you either way everyone.