Dear God Almighty,
I am sorry that I am making you impersonal right now, but I fear something awfu has happened. Pease send out angels to find out was has gone wrong Holy God. Something terrible has happened. My friends have given into Satan, and no one is respecting You. I have been so hard on many and i am not sure why. I was trying to be Holy for You, Lord God. I was trying to find the high cause and it seems to be too hard or escape me. this is hard to understand. I am so upset that everything has been degraded so far in this soul. We are suffering enemy attack and we don't have anyoen to turn to it seems. I am so unsure and i know You must be very upset. PLease help me find the right way to freedom, Lord God. And to find the right way to Your Son, whom You have made so personal to me. I am very gifted by this. Please Lord, be the great force in the sky i know You are. Please make us bow down before You and be Holy Oh, God. I am so sick by this all and the much digrace in my own life and heart and in the hearts and souls around me.. i am soo torn up by this problem... please take it away. I am so scared and confused and upset. Please Sovreing Lord, hide Your disgust over me... i am so lonely. and i don;t want to acknolge all the good gifts because i am so unworthy of them all. i am so sorry about everything and i am lost beyond all emotion. Please forgive my corruption and awful sin against Your Holy Name... Jesus Christ. i feel very forsaken and alone in my own depression. there are no words to describe this pit of unknowing. Salvation eludes me. i feel so selfish and unholy. Your lovingkindness seems unfair to me, and so unlawful. i wonder why someone so great as You has put up with humans for so long and tirelessly