So I m also tired,hopeless,no job, betrayed by friends, no husband, no father ,no family,not enough money and only my two old cats depending on me.I m thinking about suicide as soon as the rest of money finished.I also make some plans.My career comes a disaster.I used to be a hard worker.It s not because I m lazy.I don t want to come back to it.I can t find other way to support myself.Pray for me.