I love the father of my daughter and want him to love me back. I have a lot of emotional problems and it's affecting the relationship. He has been distant, I want us to be a complete family one day. I just feel lost and depressed and do not handle disappointments well. I have received Jesus as my savior but I know I have failed Him far too many times and still do to this day. I feel like I have lost Him and I just need God to find me and bring me back to where He wants me to be. I question my relationship with Him I guess because I do not always behave like a true daughter of God should behave.