Dear Lord, since the passing of my parents, I have been emotionally closed off. I moved to another country, where I'd seen my dreams and hopes fade. I've lost my way. Then I met her, despite her traumatic chilhood and issues, my heart quickened once again, and I felt happiness and joy that I haven't felt in years. I'd never had such chemistry or closeness with anyone. Due to her insecurities, she was gone as quickly as she arrived. Even now, she's still my first and last thoughts, she still haunts my dreams. I understand given her background that she is emotionally immature, I ask and pray that you give her the strength to try making that connection with me again. My heart, soul and life are empty without her. If it's for my good and her's, please bring her back into my life again. She felt safe and secure whilst in my arms, I pray that once again that is the case.