Lord I thank you for saving me, but all I want is to do your will, to be used to make a difference to be used in this life and the life of others , I could ask for so many things, that I feel I feel I need and want, I am happy in you, and I don't understand why I'm not happy in the life that I live, it's like I want what is not to be in my life. I want to do your will, and to feel that I am doing something that is changing this world. Lord I pray for more faith and for more wisdom to find your full will and that I will live each day with joy. All that I am or every hope to be I put in your hands. Lord you have promised me so many things and I don't know what I'm doing that my prayers are not being answered. I ask in the name of Jesus Christ AMEN.