(11-01-2012 10:12 AM)crisprodneyl Wrote:  My heart is broken, not because of love, but the disappointments of life. I have done two tours to Iraq and the weight of them plus everyday life is too much. I am far too tired to keep going on; day after day, failure after failure. Where is God when I need Him the most? I am done begging Him for help. Done. I give up. I just can't shake this sadness. I have begged and pleaded With Him for help, but nothing changes. If He doesn't care, then i don't care. I have been forsaken and am too tired to go on. I hope my wife and parents can find it their hearts to forgive me for what i must do.

You need the Baptism of the Holy Spirit. You cannot glorify God the Father and our Lord Jesus without the baptism of the Holy Spirit. You cannot love yourself without the Holy Spirit. You cannot praise God and our Lord Jesus without the Holy Spirit. A lot of christians here on this forum are not baptize of the Holy Spirit even though they pray for one another. Ask our Lord Jesus for the baptism of the Holy Spirit and only then you will receive miracles in your life.

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Pray the following prayer below:

My Heavenly Father, I am a believer. I am your child and you are my Father. Jesus is my Lord. I believe with all my heart that your word is true. Your word says that if I will ask I will receive the Holy Spirit, so in the Name of Jesus Christ, my Lord, I am asking you to fill me to overflowing with your precious Holy Spirit.

Jesus, baptize me in the Holy Spirit. Because of your word, I believe that I now receive, and I thank you for it. I believe that the Holy Spirit is within me, and by faith I accept it. Now Holy Spirit, rise up within me as I praise my God. I fully expect to speak with other tongues as you give me the utterance. Amen.