I have turned away from God 1and half ago.I kept going back to my old sin over and over,then I would want God toforgive me and then go back and Ive just been running to everything else but Him and know He is the only one to fill my void and everything.Iam tired of what i have done,Iwant a change and cant do it myself.Iam in desparate need of prayer,need gods healing hand to stop addiction,anger,past hurts,to turn away from self asorbed fears,self centerness,and to forgive and let go..I know Jesus died and took all this,I need to see my self as he sees me and love myself again.I was once on fire for God and dont know if that was even real now.I know God is real,but my feelings..I just want to be new and let go and just give Him this and prayer God would take away all them walls that has hindered my walk with Him,time and time again....RJR