I need help.. I'm depressed, sometimes suicidal, but enough to take knives to my veins. I have eating disorders - I don't eat enough and I make myself throw up when I do eat. I feel no chance of hope - my house is being foreclosed on and nothing seems to be going right in my relationships with anyone. I know God is sovereign but I'm only 16.. I don't know how to deal with this! I'm a Teen Challenge graduate (August of this year) but I don't feel like telling anyone because I'm afraid.. I've seen psychiatrists and they only made me feel like clamming up and not saying anything to anyone ever... I don't want to be like this... I don't know what to do...