I am scared, I don't know what is going on in my head. I want nothing more than to be with my family and my girlfriend, but this old life comes trying to claw at me and draw me back in. My name is Jonathan, and all I ask for is your prayers, that some one sees this and can pray for some one who feels like they are loosing themselves in a battle they can't win alone. All I ask for is you to pray that I can over come this problem that is impeding me from enjoying my life, I battle to stay sober, and when I am sober, the people of my past who only helped me be a drug addict haunt my thoughts and make it impossible to relax and enjoy life. I have recently felt my spirit be re-awakened but I am week and feeble, and my body being over ran. I am your christian brother and ask for your help. Thank you very much.