Cry glenn you should buy a note book and try writing letters to God. It will help alot
Let us pray...
To our most holy and ONLY God,
Let the light of your son shine in this womans life. Let her not be judged and only loved. I pray that you not see her words but her hearts strongest desires. Have her grow in your kingdom and surround her and her children with angels for support and guidance. Fill her heart with happiness and her kids' with content and love. In your name we pray,
AMEN.