I have been widowed for four years this month. It seems that the more time passes, the more depressed I get. I know this is not what God wants for me. I feel so alone. I read scripture every morning, go to work every day, come home, and do it again the next day. Please pray for me that I can get out of this rut of emptiness that I feel. I must move on somehow. I know my husband is in Heaven. I just don't know how to live without him.