Then why are you complaining re: My future is gone. No one is helping. Are you discounting God's is there all along. Where is your faith if you claim to have faith and a christian. You claim you spoke with God? If you were really in the presence of God, He would have told you what to do and say. Worships mean speaking good things not complaining what you did not get. Don't be hyprocrite. You feel offended because I speak the truth and you can't handle the truth which is the word of God. Repent in Jesus' name. Stop pretending what you are not.

STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT GOD NOT HEARING YOU.