I have been afraid to ask others to pray for me for years. But I have felt guilty praying for myself. I was confused on which is right. I feel God can hear me but doesnt care sometimes. I know he does, but its normal to feel that way sometimes. I am on the verge of being homeless and hungry. PLEASE help me.I need a call from the application I have sent in for the possible career I have dreamed of. My pain is growning and it LITERALLY everyday I wake up something new and horrible causes more stress. I need a call because I need a career. I have never had any human EVER be there for me. Please help me. Please. I need not only JUST a call but not have to constantly struggle even more when I start out cause my ENTIRE life has been a constant struggle and sacrifices. Even in the childhood i was robbed of. I need for it to have somewhat of the "Mida's Touch" cause my health and heart will collasp if i get any more burdens. I cant handle this anymore so that is why i am coming to you all.