Please pray for me over the years Ive asked God to help me and my family. As times keeps passing i feel like giving up i honestly feel like God has forgotten about me. I try to have have faith but it just seems to be fading away. Sometimes it gets to me i feel like im a failure im i just turned 20 i cant afford to go to school i don't have a job.I want to help my parents out since im the oldest of my siblings but i cant cause i cant even get job. Ever since i was 13 i have tried taking my life a few times. I feel like my family would be better off without me that way it'll be one less person to worry about.I have low self esteem im a failure for years Ive prayed to God to help me out. When i turned 20 this last sunday i was hoping that maybe that would be the day God would help me out at least a little that maybe that be the day things would stop looking up and nothing happened it made me really sad i dont know what to do anymore. People
tell me to have faith but its so hard to have faith when you've waited for years for things to change and nothing happens so please pray for me.