I'm sorry you are going through this right now. I understand losing something that is the most important to you. My husband wants a divorce and I too feel lonely and desperate to hold on to him because he is the most important person to me on this earth. But hold on to whatever bit of faith you have left. Just the fact that you were able to get help and ask for prayer shows that you have faith. Even if you feel you can barely muster any up, that tiny bit of faith is enough to move this mountain.

God's word is real and true. The enemy and this world would have us believe different but that's just because Satan knows how powerful God's promises are. Believe in the God's promises, highlight or write them down, and then say them out loud in faith using them like a sword against the enemy.

In Matthew 18:19-20 Jesus states, "Again, I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven. For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them." He also tells us:
"This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him." 1 John 5:14-15

Continue to look to His word for any promises associated to your particular situation and say them everyday in faith, and as often as you need.

"Lord, I have faith that You will send your Holy Spirit to touch this person's life in a profound way. Father, I pray that You would fill Blue with Your love and the peace that only You bring. Lord, You know Blue's needs better than I do and I pray that You would move in Blue's life according to Your will and transform Blue's life according to your word. Father, I know that anything is possible through You and that You make all things new, as You've told us in Your word. Thank You for loving us and never leaving us. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen"

We are praying for you. You are not alone and will never be alone. He will never leave you nor forsake you. Sleep well, you'll be cradled in His arms tonight.