JAYAKABRA YOU ARE A CHILD OF THE MOST HIGH GOD, HE SET YOU ON THIS PATH YOUR HEARTS DESIRE IS HIS, I UNDERSTAND WE ARE TO LOVE AND RESPECT OUR FAMILY, GOD DID NOT MAKE YOU A FAILURE, WITH SO MUCH AROUND YOU I CAN SEE WHY YOU FAILED AN EXAM, I ASK THAT YOUR MIND BECOMES CLEAR, YOU CAN CONSECRATE ON THE MATTER OF YOUR HEART, YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT PATH, YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND SOMETHING SOME TEST ARE DEVELOPED TO FAIL ON THE FIRST TRY AND EVEN THE SECOND, WHEN LAWS CHANGED IN MY STATE IN THE LATE 70'S CONSULTANTS HAD BE BE LICENSED AND TESTED EVEN THE PEOPLE WHOM WAS IN THE FIELD FOR YEARS FAILED PREHAPS AT LEAST 3 TIMES ONE MAN WHO WORKED FOR A SCHOOL DISTRICT AS A HEAD PERSON 7 TIMES SO WHY OUR YOU SETTING IN PITTY AND NOT BECOMING THE WOMAN GOD HAS CREATED YOU TO BE, IF YOU ARE NOT READY FOR FOR MARRIAGE SO BE IT, I UNDERSTAND YOUR CUSTOMS YOUR ARE NOT A FAILURE, IF YOU PASSED THROUGH THE DEPRESSION OF IT, YOU ARE A FIGHTER!, GOD HAS GIVEN YOU A FIGHTING SPIRIT HE HAS A PURPOSE FOR YOUR LIFE, YOU SEEM TO HAVE A STRONG WILL THE WILL IS OF HIM NOT OF MANKIND, GET UP AND GET STARTED, YOU ARE THE HEAD AND NOT THE TAIL, ABOVE AND NOT BENEATH GET UP WIPE YOUR FEET, SEEK JESUS' GUIDANCE YOU WILL NEVER FAIL. LORD HELP FOR CHILD FIND THEIR WAY. AMEN