DMarieT God will see you through, your heart is right and pure before him, please take his road and not the road of the college ways, is appears easier than being alone, I did it and it ended in divorce and maybe divorce again, because I did not wait, sometimes in the movies we see you see a wonderful family so full of love, with children and grand-children all at Christmas Time with
years of love yes people disagree but in life you work through it, my parents have been married over 65 years, it taught us values, but my sister and I did not wait on Gods source and we become Divorced after many a hardship, so I ask God to lead you to where you need to be give you task, community service anything he has to bring a purpose for your life until you mate appears.
Their is so very much you can do and you will see it through, Trust in the Lord's promises in your life, read his word when you can, read it when you are down, even if you don't feel like it, you will see a change in you and learn a freedom in Christ you never knew. I pray for peace tonight as you sleep. Amen.