Father I am touched by this childs request to you, their heart is pure, Jordan you are not alone sometimes we all need direction, strong friends that do not condemn us for what may be not right, what you are seeking I pray the doors to be opened in the path the lord wants for your life, your blessed to have a family whom with prays with you, you have know idea how much! I cannot promise you things will ever be easy because in the world of man they are not, but I can tell you don't give up friends will come, now that as I get older I realize sometimes we want things microwaved in life and take matters in our own hands and accept less than God has for us, give your heart, thoughts and prayers to Jesus your different, you will never be in the world is just not in your heart, you hunger to know people like you, seek and you will find it don't be afraid to seek a church that has what your looking for, please don't sell yourself short, Father i ask you love and guide this person in your will direct their path, teach them and direct your will in life. I ask in jesus name your will will be done on earth as in heaven. Amen