I disagree with that reply stephanie. I dont know all the details of your situation but I am in a similar situation with my boyfriend. He left me and its been a year and it hasnt gotten any easier. I love him and I will always love him and there is no one else for me. I pray continually that God will bring him back to me. I dont give up. I let God know that I will not take no for an answer. I plead with God to give me strength and patience and allow God to work in his own time. God would not have put u two together in the first place if it wasnt meant to be. But whatever you do, NEVER put the blame on yourself. There is nothing wrong with asking God to do something for you. Its ok to say "I" when talking to God. He hears you cries and he will help you if you continue to have faith. Dont let anyone else give you doubt. Doubt comes from the devil and doubt hurts. I pray that God will rid your mind and heart of any doubt. If you love Darsa, if you believe with all your heart that God will bring him back to , and you live your life according to Gods will, God will answer your prayer and bring Darsa home when hes ready. Dont give up hope. Live like your prayers have already been answered. I know its hard, but try to find ways to make yourself smile. You have done nothing wrong. God will bless you with all your desires. Consider this a test of your love. Do you love Darsa enought to wait for him? If so, wait. God will provide. I will be praying for you and for Darsa.