oh Dawn, what a beautiful heart you have! I'm honestly not sure how many of us (myself included) could be so forgiving...Bless You! I pray that your husband will take this time to truely realize the wonderful gifts that the Lord has given him - he can get through this; addictions are difficult, but it does happen & only with God's help..I've seen it myself I will keep praying for your family. Stay strong beautiful, keep your chin up, give that beautiful little blessing of a baby a great big hug & kiss...It's all in God's hands & know that He will never fail you