no subject I know that can explain my pain and sorrow. I have cancer and many other infirmaties. My husband with holds emotion and affection. He has not touched me sexually in over 15 years. This is a form of abuse, control and punishment according to the pros. I am lost, I am sick and nothing I have tried has helped. He refuses councelling. He is a workaholic. I am his second wife. I feel like I am in prison, being tortured and there is no escape. Many other family issues as well.