Oh my gosh Jake I have been going through the same situation for several month. I am in love with a man that I know that God has already told me No! about. Its said to say but years ago I told God to remove all distractions out of my life but I never would have imagined he would remove the love of my life, but all in all God is God. He is teaching me that everyday. I miss this man more than anything and disobiedience has torn us apart. But what i am trying to say to you is just pray that the will of God rest on this relationship and rest in how he directs you. God makes no mistakes, it all about us trusting him......Now dont get me wrong its hard to walk away, strongholds are real but you dont want to miss out on the wife that God molded and made just for you. Im praying for u my friend, please do the same for me.