Thanks Dawn & Chris i needed that encouragement & Confidance...there is so much on my plate i just want to run & escape somewhere anywhere. There is too much attack coming in all directions & i dont see any outlet in this...nothing seems to be going my way ot would be nice to end it all & be free from all this pain but thats going against God & my preaching. Lord You said You wont give us more than we can handle....i think ive way past that...have mercy Lord i cant hold on much longer please help me!!