I WAS RAISED IN A HOME WITH PLENTY OF REJECTION, NOW LATE IN LIFE IT IS CLOSING IN ON ME, A TIME I THOUGHT WOULD BE PEACEFUL, I HAVE FINANCIAL BURDENS, WAY PAST RETIREMENT AGE AND HAVE TO KEEP WORKING A JOB THAT IS PHYSICALLY TOO DEMANDING, DATING AN OLDER MAN FOR ALMOST TWO YEARS, THOUGHT WE HAD A FUTURE TOGETHER, ONE MONTH AGO HE DUMPED W/OUT A REASON, HAD A ROCKY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MOTHER, SHE IS DYING HAVING TROUBLE WITH THIS EMOTIONALLY, SHE STILLS SCREAMS AT ME WITH HER DYING BREATHS, I NEED HELP WITH MY REJECTION ISSUES, FEEL BROKEN HEARTED, FEAR OF BEING ALONE (NO FAMILY), DEPRESSION AND FINANCIAL BURDENS. THERE DOESN'T SEEM TO BE ANY HOPE FOR THE FUTURE AT THIS AGE, I FEEL ANGER AND HATE, WHY EVEL PEOPLE LIVE GOOD AND THE HUMBLE SUFFER