Recently my only best friend has told me that 'if there is a god' she no longer follows him anymore. She used to be a Christian and one of the better ones in my opinion. She has told me that the reason for her straying all started when she was nearly strangled while being baptized and from there her bond with the Lord has only grown weaker and now it has broken. She has suffered many things that no one should ever have to and for her age, I am shocked and proud that she is still standing tall. Her life hasn't been an easy one. It is beyond my ability now to help her and so I ask from the bottom of my heart that you pray for her. She doesn't believe in God's love anymore and nothing of my means can guide her anymore. God bless you.