After 10 years of marraige I found out my husband has had an ongoing affair with his a woman whom ge wad very much in love with in the past. He swears he loves me I don't understand how he can love us both. Not yo mention age is married. Well I lost my mind went into hysterics and got violent. I ended up in jail. Now I sm not allowed any contact with him. I love my family very much and I am in deep pain I have thought about killing myself. He is telling ne when ge moves out I can go home.
Problem is I love him do much I did not hurt him I just broke things in my house like a crazy person with a bat . I desperately heed prayer I want to savecmy fsmiiy and I want him yo nit lie and cheat. I sm terrified of bring slobs at 45 please find it in ur hearts to pray fir my famiky