I want you to know that, once you exepted Jesus Christ, you entered one of the largest family and friendship bases on this earth. You are not alone! You have many friends and brothers & sisters. God said that He will never leave us, nor forsake us. He is true to His Word. His Word is all that you need to get through this life. He is seeking your heart, soul, and mind. He is not asking you to fast 40 days to feel his presents, or get a prayer through. He is asking that you remain faithful, loving, caring and giving. Study your Word and know that He wants your committment to love, honor, and obey Him. He will bless you with what he sees fit for your life. If children is what He wants to give you, He will do that in His time. Please be patient and wait on the Lord. Lean not to your own understanding of what you think He might want. Trust in Him and He will direct your path.
Be blessed and seek His will.