I really need help...its been going on for some time now, depression, unstable-ness, near death ailments, tiredness, suffering, pain, regret, doubting my own gf...please if someone reads this please pray for me, pray for this to be over, for my scars to finally heal once and for all and for the love between me and my gf to become stronger and that we may prosper and live together from marriage to our old days..please anyone...Id really appreciate it...I need all the help I can get