Dear Lord,
We have listened to you Lord and followed this calling for our lives. In the midst of things I have struggled with a drug addiction. My husband is so faithful and such a good guy. I m the one who is blocking our blessings. I need your help God..please dont desert me. I am trying to fight through this..for his sake and my kids. I come from a family of addicts and I have consistently felt your spirit tellin me to stop and leave the pills alone. But I am so weak I cant do it alone..Please take this load off my husbands shoulders he doesnt deserve this. Sometimes I wish i would just die...I dont really want to die but I dont want to keep hurting those around me..Because of me alone we have 3 dollars to our name. We are about to get evicted if we dont come up with 8,000 doll. I dont know the answer..but I know you do..please dont forsake us. We do so much to sow into people lives..we need you.. Amen.