I am a paramedic, and am struggling with my job and the agency I work for. I try to have a wise and understanding heart like God gave Soloman in the bible, I try to pick up the burdens and bare my cross, but I need God. For strength. And a change. I am seeking what he wants for my future. I know I want a good job and family. I pray God leads me to the desires of my heart. And gives me new hope. I waiting to hear about other job options. And praying for my relationships, that God is in the middle of them