Check those Google sites with care. Look at their names. Some are not worth reading but others really care and really know their facts. Some will want to make money out of you. Ignore them.

A sympathetic knowledgable doctor could be a real blessing.

I believe in the medical profession. Satan has tried to hold back medicine for centuries, but God assists discoveries of how His created substances can be used and modified to bring health.

Check that you have forgiven everyone everything. Unforgiveness can sometimes block answers to prayer. But NEVER spend much time on introspection. That leads to despair as you well know! Prayer is always the answer--even through tears.

Do you read the Psalms? They are wonderful. Espec in a modern translation.

Continuing to pray...