God has revealed to me that I have some issues from the past that are holding me back. I have deep cyncism and the root of bitterness has taken root. God would cleanse me of all sin and I would move forward with my life emotionally so i could experience deeper intimacy with God and others in the name of Jesus. I wrote out alot of my inventory according to the 12th step programs. Only God know the depths of sin, however. So if i am missing anything that need to be cleansed, God would would get to it, take it, and heal me so I could serve Him unreservedly and others would experience of His presence in my life more fully. Also, I have deeply hurt a friend of mine, God would intervene and bring healing and growth as a result of the situation. God's will be done. Thanks for all your prayers in the name and power of Jesus.