Qwerty123 be still and know that God is God. Pray and listen and then pray some more. Remember what the Lord says...entrust your plans to the Lord and He will bring them about. Quiet your Spirit and love God with all your heart. Seek ye first the kingdom of God...AND THEN he will grant you the desires of your heart. Qwerty...patience is something that is taught to us through tribulation according to the word of God...if you want to shorten your time of waiting...then wait willingly. When you are impatient...the Lord sends tribulation to makes us learn to wait on him. Trust him and keep the faith...do something for someone else in need each day...even if it is just praying for someone...you attitude will change and in time so will your circumstances. Read Psalm 73 as relates to others compared to you...I think that it will speak to your heart. Father ease the burdens that Qwerty carries and have mercy on him. Let him feel your presence and sense your power. Help him to wait on you Lord without anger and keep bitterness from his heart. In the name of Jesus...Amen!