I truly understand what you are going through. I lost my job and living with my daughter. I feel like a big burden and hate it. But let me share something with you. God is great and God has not forsaken you. There is something God is showing you and want you to learn. May it be patience, understanding, forgiving, more faith. Something God is trying to show you. I know we want things in our time. But God works on his time. I had to learn more patience to wait on God. Keep your eyes on Jesus. Keep praying and keep putting your prayers out on the internet for others to pray for you. When two or more are in accordance with your prayer, God answers. Don't give up... Don't put your thoughts on your issues, that is what the enemy wants you to do. Praise God while you are going through your storm and troubles. Praise God when you are blessed. Praise God constantly. Thank God that you are alive. Thank God for your good health, your mind that you are able to communicate. Reach out and shout out to God your praises . God knows your needs. I have learned when helping others it takes my mind off my own issues. God seems to bless me more. As a man thinketh , so does he live. So keep praising God for all you have, and trust in God that he will bless you with your hearts desire. Sometimes we need someone to reflect and keep us focused. I know in my heart your prayers will be answered. God is no lier. He is just and faithful. Even when we aren't he is. May God give you clarity, more Love in your heart, more faith and direct your footsteps closer to him to your destiny. God Bless you my brother in Christ and ask God what he wants you to do. Wait on his word and your blessing that is coming soon... God Bless you!!