I'm asking for prayer for my sleep, dreams, and just generally to repent, which certainly I cannot be forced to do, and really am more apathetic than ever about, but know I need to do. Someone at church today said ,"It's not over til God says it's over." That was interesting to me since I've been telling God for 3 months now that it's over. If anyone ever succumbed to spirits of murder, blasphemy, and pornography (and others) and was tempted to be apathetic about it, it was me. I have so much hatred and anger, it's difficult to function. But God is still speaking. I don't obey, to tell the truth. Thank you for keeping me in prayer. If am repented and delivered and healed, it will positively affect a lot of people, and that'd be a big win for God. But I need to be humbled and accept the Spirit's rebuke. I've had a couple of visions of hell....actually they were more like near-experiences of hell and there are no words for that...place. Thank you for your prayers should you feel led to pray.