BEFORE I SAY ANYTHING**YES I KNOW THE LORD IS AT MY SIDE AND I DON'T LIVE ALONE THAT WAY*********I AM IN TERRIFIC PAIN THROUGH MY LEGS AND FEET***RIGHT THROUGH
MY HIP IN THE BACK GRABS AND THE PAIN IS SO BAD IT ALMOST TAKES ME TO MY KNEES WHEN THIS HAPPENS I CANNOT MOVE IN ANY WAY. SOMETIMES IT LAST QUITE A WHILE OTHER TIMES IT IS ONLY A SHORT TIME. WE ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO LOOK BACK!!! **YOU SEE I HAVE NOT BEEN ON ANY MEDICATION FOR ALMOST A YEAR NOW-I WENT COLD TURKEY OFF THE PATCH AND ALL THE MEDICATION THE DOCTORE HAD ME.ON IT WAS A LOT. I WAS ON MEDICATION (the strongest available) FOR ALMOST 50 YEARS AND I HAVE CRIED OUT TO THE LORD SAYING LORD I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO A LIFE OF MAN'S MEDICATION**HELP JESUS I CAN TAKE THE PAIN NO LONGER WITH OUT YOUR HELP**I HAVE A DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT ON THE APRIL THE 16 . DEAR LORD I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO THAT DEATH I FEEL LIKE I WOULD START TO DIE INSIDE IF I HAD TO DO THAT
I RUN UNDER THE SHELTER OF THE ALMIGHTY AND UNDER HIS WIINGS TO I TRUST**COVER ME JESUS PLEASE COVER ME MY WHOLE BODY FROM MY HEAD TO MY FEET IS BEING ASSAULTED BY TERRIFIC PAIN IF ANYTHING SHOULD HAPPEN THERE IS NOBODY THAT WOULD KNOW BECAUSE I LIVE ALONE.