At this moment im so unhappy in my life I sit here and wonder what im here for at times but im thankful for being here I cant see how its going change or get better but I need god to help asap I need a breakthrough for im tired of a unhappy life I need a new beginning a fresh start my life hurts right now so bad to I have a amazing husband and child but I wish god would bless me with more children we have been trying for awile its soooooo heartbreaking I thank god for everything I just long for peace and happiness it seems hard to find right now I even started emotional eating and packed on so much weight I go to cookies and cake and still so miserable I pray that I can stick to a diet and workout regularly please pray for me saints im hurting