My heart aches for you because I am a women, wife, mother, etc., PRAY! PRAY! PRAY! stand on faith and trust in God! Pray for your husband daily, lift him up in prayer! Bind the enemy and demand the enemy to step away from your family! Go to battle for your family! You have to get in the devils face and let him know that he cant have your family! Think about it! The devil had the nerve to temp Jesus so what do you think he will do with us???? But if we trust and believe in our word! And the promises of God and use our sword against the tasks of the enemy he will flee! Ask the holy spirit to touch your husband daily! If he is a Christian he will be convicted and he will return! We as Christians must lift each other up daily! I pray for my husband daily! We went to the extreme of having divorce papers filed in court! But glory be to God no divorce and we are still standing! Yes, the enemy continues to attack! But the battle and victory is already won because God is on our side! So continue to pray! God will grant you the desires of your heart! And when he returns to you God will manifest his mighty power in your husband for him to be the man, father and husband he created him to be! May God Bless you and keep you strong in faith!