Thank you all for the continued prayers. We woke up today and my wife had a troubled look on her face. I asked what was wrong and she said "I was up all night thinking about all the things that have hurt me, that have made me angry, and I want you to go already." She said that if I won't go she will.

Not sure what is going to happen I'll leave the house before I push her to move someplace and make things harder on the kids. Either way, I am going to stand for our marriage until I'm replaced. As long as she's not with someone else there is hope that God can restore us. She said "You can't fix us" and I told her she was right, that all i could do was work on myself, pray, and with help from above we could be better than ever before, she didn't have an answer for that one. Please continue to pray. I truly believe that God is the only one who can save my family.