pray for me felling more and more lonely. school is hard, and now i have to get rid of my house as i need to financially do better. i cannot afford it and i have noone to help me move or get rid of things in house. my ex wont help me and i am going through a tough time, i have not heard from my kids in 3 weeks and i will be 50 in 3 weeks too. very very sad and lonely i know moving is the best thing for me but so much memories and things to get rid of in house and trying to sell or let house go is hard. my ex ruined the house inside and out and left me with a pile of junk that is his but not good. pray for me. i know this may seem like a selfish pray and others are praying for sickness etc. but so much is on my plate finishing school trying to help and talk to my kids etc.