i tried to talk to my husband tonight about how i found out about him and his baby mother being together tonight in my car without running it past me i had to find out from my kids and it wasnt cool it didnt feel good i try to do the right thing but when i do i get walked over and it hurts worse why is that but when im doing wrong i could care less and then for me to be told thats on me like i have no feelings at all how do i let these feelings go and then he curse me out so badly for being on here seeking prayer for my emotions it hurts to be talked to like that and then to always have my past brought up because im addressing something new and then he is always calling me a depressed case im tired of being labled he said he can walk away and many of times i have prayed for him to leave me alone and move on with no strings attached meaning i dont want to share a room with him move completely out and i dont want to share a car with him i pay the note leave my car and get going so lord i dont know what to do i tried to talk to him but it doesnt work what do i do how do i deal in this marriage like that pls pray for me