God does love you, you just dont want to see it. God also CORRECTS those who he loves as it says in the bible that he prunes the branches on the vine so as to allow even better fruit to come forth. I have a strong feeling that you dont love you and you dont know how to begin loving you. I pray that you will see past what your earthly eyes see and realise your value in God. Yes, the devil does not cause everything thing bad to happen, we play a part in this too but know that you need to change your thoughts to change your life. AMEN