My Earthly father hated me, my older brother and sister hate me to this day.For no other reason than being the baby of the family and I'm 48 years old.The Pain Continues. Thank you god for nothing other than hating me too.
I was obediant to Genesis 12:3 and still God Curses me and brings Pain and Hatred into my Life. Jesus Christ hates me.
God has shown me his absolute hatred towards me in ways you can't comprehend.I'm sick of the devil taking the blame for everything.I realize who he is and how it works.God hates me for something one of my forefathers did so he has unleashed the evil only the devil can bring into a person's life.I have been going through total Hell for 12+ years now and no amount of prayer, repentance, faith good works has helped me.Every day just gets worse.I haven't worked in 3 years now and because of the worsening conditions in my life, I have went from unemployed to unemployable. I stopped studying the bible when I knew God really hated me and these attacks from him are personal.Around every corner I have faced bad luck,Health, financial, Loneliness.The only two problems I really have now are that God will not let me die in my sleep and I don't have the COURAGE to take my own life.I am not a murderer, I am not a child molester, I have never sold drugs.But the way God has been treating me you would think I was hitler or the Anti-Christ myself.I am sick of People the church filled to the brim with Hypocrites with Jesus stickers on their cars.I sick of God and his games.and You hypocrites