I made a decision to do something I did not have the courage to do all these years. I feel really badly about all the hurt I caused for myself and others. Please pray for the healing of my soul and all relationships that have been affected by this situation. I need God's wisdom and guidance to make the right decisions. I am ready for a complete change in my life as I desire to grow much closer to God. I am thankful that God is with me in all this so please just pray for my spiritual well-being and those that I have hurt and shocked. I have been feeling so terrible about myself, like I am a screw-up. However, I know no one is perfect but please I need your prayers. Thank You!