I have lost hope for my marriage. I have tried for close to 20 years and still no change in him. I feel like I am in prison. I feel like I am dammed if I do and dammed if I don't. He is unhappy I think. I know I am unhappy. He refuses to talk. We are christian, can you believe it? He won't touch me, barely a hug passes between us. I know there is nothing wrong with me. The doctor said nothing wrong with him physcially. Please pray that he will bow down to God's will for our marriage. Maybe then he will change. I need to be loved and touched.